Inspirational Stories
Past-life "triangle of love" continues to torment family.
Learning About Choices
A client came to me and asked some specific questions about this and that, and we immediately bypassed them and went right to the heart of the matter...her health.
Sue's body told me she had some choices to make as to whether she wanted to stay on the planet or not. Either way was all right with the Universe as there is NO judgment, however from an earth perspective, we as light workers need(ed) her energy here on the planet. She was a very heavy smoker. Somewhere in Sue's consciousness she really did want to leave so she was creating a pathway to conclusion.
We discussed her choices and then delved into past episodes in this life with her parents, ex-husband, children and how that had affected her decisions. Connecting dots with a dominant parallel life, popped up on the radar screen. It was a triangle of love, from a privileged society, between herself and her current father. Her mother now, was her rival then, for his affections.
As you can probably surmise, Sue was the one that attracted his love, sending her current mother, into an emotional rivalry and vindictiveness, which carried over into this life. When Sue came into this world her mother had an immediate reaction towards her from an unconscious level, even though, their souls knew ahead of time they had signed on for this reunion.
Sue sought out her mother's approval over and over again as a small child to little effect. She began withdrawing her emotions into herself and became more reserved and serious as a young girl. She grew up rebellious and pissed off and really not clear on her relationship with her mother.
From the Big Picture, she was seeking love, approval and solace from her mom, and couldn't articulate the reasons behind her mother's distance, disdain and finger-pointing. She was there as the disciplinarian, but not as loving support. As a teenager all Sue wanted was to get out from under the heavy hand of her parent. Her father was loving, yet always relented to his wife's demands.
She married young and without much awareness. Sue had children and was forced to become responsible for others emotions. The cycle continued. However, through years and insightfulness, the process changed the dynamics with her kids and opened her own buried emotions.
Eating habits developed that were not healthy, food to fill up the emotional gaps, and cigarettes for the 'bad girl' rebelliousness part of her nature that basically said to the world "Don't tell me what to DO!" That may be all well and good for the emotional rush of the situation, however for the physical body,the temple for our soul, the cellular structure can only manage so much abuse.
Cigarettes for her were a physical manifestation of the stifling feeling of not being able to breathe as a young girl without "fear" of reprisals; inhaling smoke into the lungs created the true physical feeling of shortness of breathe, lack of life. It basically boiled down to approximately five years left on the physical level if Sue were to continue with the habits of smoking created over her lifetime.
Tools to Help
In her reading, tools were created that were awesome.
(At one point I thought I should write down all of the tools to share with others, but the cool thing is everyone has their own personal tools they relate from the astral level, so I stopped trying to remember the details and run with the information.)
In a visualization, keys were created to unlock the cellar of her emotions. Her aunt later found some old keys to send her to hang as a visual mirror of following through with letting things go...unlocking the past and opening and airing out the old energetic baggage. Imagine seeing the rug on the floor, rolling it up and finding the door to the cellar. That's the visual. Of course the cellar wasn't as scary as remembered (from the perspective of an adult verses from the eyes of a child) and once the door was opened, light entered and aired out old memories. She also was given the visual of planting purple flowers with vines (as she is a purple ray person) near her front door (the front door of her soul, her outward appearance) letting the vines grow around her door, hanging around the corners of her ceiling, letting all this new, happy earth energy fill her living space, her body, her soul. She had the opportunity to actually move this exercise into the physical if she desired and plant some flowers in her life. Planting seeds of change, of new thought, of fresh air into her life, fresh air into her lungs.
Results
With the awareness of actually "checking off the planet" Sue chose to quit smoking. Once you know something you can't un-know it.) Tough job. She made it a black-and-white-real-meal-deal, by advertising herself as a "non-smoker" on the web. Awesome! She joined Curves and dropped fourteen inches. Yahoo!
Remember it's all about responsible choices. We all have free will to decide each and every second of every day to choose the right thing. Every second we have the ability to create and recreate. What an incredible tool and amazing resource of energy. It's truly what it's all about in being in human form: to live in creative union with Divine Essence. Sue chose to jump in with full focus and intention.
We tapped into her personal creativity, something that had been in the "cellar" since her a parallel life. She had always wanted to try her hand at pottery, so with spiritual inspiration and human determination, she found a class. She loved it. In short time, she was teaching the instructor. Two years later, her pottery is in galleries all around her area. She made the choices, she made the decision to take responsibility for her actions and change the picture. She truly is an inspiration for diving in. You can almost feel the salt air in her pottery.
Angie Wilder
Portland, Oregon
