Preface
I would love any feedback from you as to how these stories helped you or opened your eyes to new and different possibilities.
Cosmic Goodies!!
Candia
Learning about choices
A client came to me and asked some specific questions about this and that, and we immediately bypassed them and went right to the heart of the matter...her health.
Sue's body told me she had some choices to make as to whether she wanted to stay on the planet or not. Either way was all right with the Universe as there is NO judgment, however from an earth perspective, we as light workers need(ed) her energy here on the planet. She was a very heavy smoker. Somewhere in Sue's consciousness she really did want to leave so she was creating a pathway to conclusion.
We discussed her choices and then delved into past episodes in this life with her parents, ex-husband, children and how that had affected her decisions. Connecting dots with a dominant parallel life, popped up on the radar screen. It was a triangle of love, from a privileged society, between herself and her current father. Her mother now, was her rival then, for his affections.
As you can probably surmise, Sue was the one that attracted his love, sending her current mother, into an emotional rivalry and vindictiveness, which carried over into this life. When Sue came into this world her mother had an immediate reaction towards her from an unconscious level, even though, their souls knew ahead of time they had signed on for this reunion.
Sue sought out her mother's approval over and over again as a small child to little effect. She began withdrawing her emotions into herself and became more reserved and serious as a young girl. She grew up rebellious and pissed off and really not clear on her relationship with her mother.
From the Big Picture, she was seeking love, approval and solace from her mom, and couldn't articulate the reasons behind her mother's distance, disdain and finger-pointing. She was there as the disciplinarian, but not as loving support. As a teenager all Sue wanted was to get out from under the heavy hand of her parent. Her father was loving, yet always relented to his wife's demands.
She married young and without much awareness. Sue had children and was forced to become responsible for others emotions. The cycle continued. However, through years and insightfulness, the process changed the dynamics with her kids and opened her own buried emotions.
Eating habits developed that were not healthy, food to fill up the emotional gaps, and cigarettes for the 'bad girl' rebelliousness part of her nature that basically said to the world "Don't tell me what to DO!" That may be all well and good for the emotional rush of the situation, however for the physical body,the temple for our soul, the cellular structure can only manage so much abuse.
